Assalamualaikum :) Yeah this is my 208 posts :) and another 2post and I'll delete this blog. Urghh it is the harderst decision I have to make but I really hope there'll be the advantage to me for doing this. T.T

And I don't know, yesterday I'm in a veryyyyy bad mood ! I didn't talk to anybody at home. Neither mom, dad, my sisters and my lil brother. I keep listening songs while wearing headphone to full volume. Everyone in my room can hear the song although I'm wearing headphone.

Hope that I'll becoming the old Syaidatul Mardiana Omar that will smile and laughing :) Not silent and crying =')
new past